Kevin9679
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Registered: 06/23/09
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Here's a story about me and this girl who I didn't do anything physical yet, but feel connected to and feel that getting with her is inevitable as long as I don't give up and don't come from a place of neediness. So, Kevin, you ask, why would you write a whole story in which nothing happens? I don't know. This reminds me of my friend who said excitedly, "You know what I did to her?" Me and another guy were like, "What?" He said, "I passed her a note, and drew a picture of Mickey Mouse on it... and he was saying 'Thinking of you.' And she was like, 'Aw, how sweet! I love Mickey Mouse!" Whoah, slow down, man. You don't bring Mickey Mouse in until the 3rd date. And this is actually a fairly attractive (to women) guy, and I've seen cute girls just rush to give him their numbers, even though he has no idea what's going on. Anyway...
So at the beginning of the school year, there was a teaching assistant (she's a senior maybe?) in my general engineering class. For some reason, right when I saw her I wanted to approach her. "You're a TA?" "Yeah." *seductive smile? not sure* "My name's Kevin." And really I didn't think about pursuing anything after that. Though during that class I caught her checking me out several times, I really didn't have anyone who I actually wanted something from.
Just that during the labs, when she comes by to see what was going on, I can't help but admire the vibe that was coming from her. It was especially soothing for me because I had to wake up at 6 in the morning to get there, and I felt relaxed when she came around. The vibe was just different from the one other girls sent, which my dick would respond to before any part of my body.
Yesterday night I was taking the train home after judo practice, and she was there with a guy friend. I could tell in 5 seconds that the guy was neither grounded nor emotionally open, but I couldn't tell if they were dating. I didn't think about it, and just stayed in the moment while the two were chatting with each other. The guy got out at 14th St and they did not kiss or hug, nor did they hold any prolonged eye-contact. So I figured that they weren't dating.
During that ride I wanted to talk to her, but I knew that I had time, and I didn't want to come from a place of neediness. Then her stop came, and I said, "See you tomorrow." She waved but didn't get up. I was genuinely curious. "Didn't you say 42nd st was your stop?" "I..." "You lied?!! (in a tongue-and-cheek way)
"No! No! I decided that I'm getting off later, to catch the 7, because I need to finish my lab report." That was when I felt comfortable with rapporting, and her body-language seemed receptive but she said she needed to submit the lab report that night, so I didn't bother her for the rest of the ride, though I didn't hide the fact that I would check her out (not in a creepy way I hope) once in a while, and I'm pretty sure she saw me but she was hiding the fact that she knew.
So her stop was actually the same stop as mine (but we transfer to different trains.) I got up, and went in front of her seat, saying, "I'll see you tomorrow." She stood up, and I didn't even notice (I guess I'm just slow with these things) that her face was a few inches from mine. She pulled back and said quickly, "Don't..." I didn't even know what she was talking about. She turned away, then nervously asked, "You finished your lab report yet?" "Yeah. You?" I stroked her chest in a non-sexual way. "Almost." Doors open. I said, "I'll see you tomorrow." "Okay. Come on time... (Pause, and I was walking backwards to my train while she was speaking) Cuz you come late sometimes."
So the next day, despite trying not to come late (it's not for her, it's for myself) I come late anyway. She said, "You're late!" Right when she saw me. "I told you not to come late." Then I kinda did a deep rapport thing, saying, "I tried not to come late. I'm always late. I'm trying to fix this." Then I can't really describe the look on her face there, but she was looking down. I wasn't analyzing this much when I was there btw. So since my partner was also late, I was literally walking around in circles, asking where the TA who was supposed to take the penalty off my project was, stuff like that. And me and the girl chatted a few times, each time I wanted to just say, "I really like you." But the first time around the tension was already too much for me to bear, and it just got worse.
And the last time we talked, I didn't even know what she was saying, and I'm not even sure she knew what she was saying, but I could feel that gripping in my gut, and she noticed the way I looked at her, and she started straightening up and fixing her hair. All the while I was paying attention to her stroking own hair, and I didn't even realize that we weren't even talking anymore. All I know is that she liked every second of it.
And then my partner came out of nowhere (was he standing there the whole time??) So I turned to him, and said, "There you are."
End of story.
Anti-climactic.
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